I look back at my life. And, as I reminisce I try to remember the times of joy, fun, happiness and of victories. And, it doesn’t matter how I look at these specific times, I realize that in between there were junctures of challenges. Some were much more difficult than others. I would call (and still do) on God for help.
But, I must confess there were points where I would complain. “Why Lord do evil individuals who curse you, move along their life painlessly without some of the problems I have faced?” I can’t remember how many times I would cry this question out to the Lord.
Asaph in one of his Psalms asked the same. “Did I keep my heart pure for nothing? Did I keep myself innocent for no reason? I get nothing but trouble all day long; every morning brings me pain.”
I certainly relate to that sentiment and had to do what he did. He tells God, “So I tried to understand why the wicked prosper. But what a difficult task it is! Then I went into your sanctuary, O God and I finally understood the destiny of the wicked.”
A contrite heart and spirit realizes aside from all we encounter; it is better and so good to be near God! I find it a generous gift to be able to call on God when I’m in need and even when I’m not. He is my place of refuge and safety. He protects, loves and cares for me.
The Psalmist wrote, “I have made the Sovereign Lord my shelter, and I will tell everyone about the wonderful things you do.”
I find when my emphasis is on the Lord it makes all the difference!
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